I started writing this post on the 5th and I was very excited. I was so pumped about actualizing my resolutions this year though lately, I haven't been in the greatest states of mind. My anxiety has been acting up and making  me feel like crap. These are the times when all I want is to shut out the world and do nothing but wallow. Then I get mad at myself for being so unproductive during my down moods. I feel like every time I get anxious, all the work I've done on myself just goes out the window though getting irritated does not give me the motivation to achieve my new year's resolutions.
Having anxiety is extremely frustrating though fighting against it, is not the answer. The key I think is to let things flow. A friend of mine suggested that I should focus on the things I want in life. He said; a) see what you want to accomplish in your mind as vividly as you can. b) Set concrete goals for yourself that you feel you can  do. c) Think big and have fun! If you are not feeling good about what you are coming up with, change it until your heart's content. My friend recommended I follow these steps to help me deal with my anxiety. 
Even though I already knew the principles of the law of attraction, I am thankful that my friend reminded of them. I will start to consciously implement them in my life again.
The Realization
I kept saying that I wish that 2011 will be the year I finally do something with my life. It's extremely frustrating to know that I am capable of doing the things I want, though have very little chances to do them. I would love to have a support worker who is allowed to take me places and help to achieve my goals and aspirations. I realized something recently or rather it came back into my awareness. I remembered that no mater how many setbacks I encounter, if I truly desire and believe in something, it will manifest itself into my reality. 
Truths of Nature 
We are always unconsciously manifesting good and/or bad experiences with the emotions we have. Since September I have been in and out of my depressive moods, feeling rather discouraged and oppressed. I have been experiencing these emotions because I feel like I am not doing anything with my life. I am not fully expressing my true nature.  I am a creative person. I aspire to successfully model, write novels and television shows, act and positively change the world. I want to get of the house, be independent and have fun! From now on, I am going to consciously manifest experiences in which I can express my love and creativity, for they are my trues; my true nature.

This year, I made new year's resolutions to actively work on making my greatest dreams a reality. I will use the support that I have now to help me get the support I need to achieve my goals. Though really, it's up to me to see my goals through. The same goes for you, my friend. You are the only person that can ensure your own success. 

This year can be a successful year for us. Let's make it happen!
Happy New Year everyone!