I watched three YouTube videos today, which I'd like to share with y'all. I noticed many synchronicities when I was viewing them.

I'm not going to state every synchronicity here, I will at some point, just not now. However, I will say the following; these videos got me thinking about money, and why I feel the way I do about it.

I feel okay about the money that comes from my novel, but when I think about the donations and the trust fund that my friend wants to start for me, I feel a little weird. I feel weird and then thoughts about my self-worth arise. However, I know that if I want to travel and do something similar to what Jordan talks about in the third video I shared, I have to figure out why I question my worthiness when money is involved.