In my last post, I expressed my desire to get way from the things that distract me. However, I sought out my distractions after the really intense spaz attack that I had yesterday, to avoid a repeat occurrence. Though, I really need to rein in my focus, and take steps, not huge leaps toward achieving my goals. I have to start small, I have to build up a tolerance for being up in my chair. I was sitting for six hours yesterday, but I'll slowly get use to it, and like they say, "Rome wasn't built in a day." However, I haven't forgotten about my writing, modeling and acting goals.