Today was awesome - people came, we talked, we laughed and had fun. It was great,  and my visitors reminded me that my life, not to mention my happiness, are in my hands, so it's up to me to make changes if I'm not satisfied with them. Now, this doesn't mean that I am terribly ungrateful or unhappy with how things are turning out, just that I want certain aspects of my life to improve, and it is up to me to see that happens.