This post was started on November 5th. I don’t have internet right now, but I really need to write, and get this off my chest. Today is the first full day that is spent at the new house, and I feel very anxious and isolated. I’m in my room downstairs, where it’s cold and dark like a cave, which is probably why my dad gave it that name.
It kinda sucks that I am not on the main floor anymore, however, it is nice to have a big room, and being down here is giving me time to think. My current feelings of seclusion and disempowerment are reaffirming how right it would be for me to join or start an Occupy Love movement. I think that Occupy will be the perfect platform for me to achieve what I want to in life. Plus, it will give me the chance to form connections and express myself. When I am able to express myself, I am empowered, thus giving me the drive to pursue my various aspirations.
I feel very much alone, though I know that I’m not the only one who feels this way, so it is important to me to get out there, and share my story. Eventually, I hope to start up a website similar to It Gets Better, or one like Nate’s from The Real World. I want to create a space where people feel empowered and not alone.